Love is energy. It is the most powerful healing that exists. It is who we truly are, and therefore the solution to every pain, anguish, suffering and ultimately, fear.
I remember the first time I truly experienced love, the real thing; my own essence, my own truth – in my completeness and peace of mind. In this experience every cell of my body was alive; the energy was flowing through my body just as naturally and beautifully as a stream. In this experience I knew beyond all knowing, the purpose of my life. The purpose of my life is love. Life is about love. It has lead me on to have many more conclusions, however, in the experience of who I am, which is directly connected and ultimately the depth of the energy of love, I am one with everyone and everything. Since I am love, and so is the essence of everything else that exists, there is no one religion, no one philosophy, no one person who, has as Marianne Williamson, author of A Return to Love, and a source of inspiration for many years, puts it: “a monopoly on The Truth.” To quote her again (and I will quote her often) “If you dig deeply enough into your mind, and deeply enough into mine, the picture is the same: at the bottom of it all, what we are, is love.”
Another very empowering thought that plugs me into the energy of love is that there is nothing that can not be made whole again, healed and brought to peace with love. This brings me to the subject of thought. Thoughts are energy. They carry with them ultimately vibrations of different levels of fear, or love. There purpose is to manifest love on the earth. We have thousands of thoughts that run through our mind everyday, it is the ones that we embrace on an emotional level that are going to have an impact on our psyche, sending out energy into the world to create and manifest.
From the place of, I like to call “I love you” – the place where I empower myself with love, you feel the power inside, the incredible energy to propel your thoughts to that of what you want to create in your life, and for those around you. I suffered all my life from depression, anxiety, and violent energy. It was projected onto me from when I was a little child. Like most people, I was starved from the beginning years of my life, by the ones who loved me the most; I was starved from the energy of love. This is never about blame, this is life, and life is always about love. This only happened because those people could not love themselves, and did not know who they are, or see who I am. From the beginning of time this has been so - and so on and so forth, and look at the mess we’ve dug ourselves in today. It was in my teen years that I started to get a hint of the monster that I allowed to be created in my mind and psyche, from the violence projected onto me as a child. Now, at 21, I have discovered the power of love, my essence, and second, the power of my thought. Sometimes that monster terrifies me so, and he’s tenacious because he’s been allowed to live for many, many years. He’s acted like a virus of self-loathing that threatens to lash out at the world destroying everything in his path, and ultimately his host, the body, the fibers of me.
He will plague me no more. Love, me, “I am” have decided this. With the power of love, fueling the power of my thoughts I am creating, at the same time asking from the universe, a brand new life. A return to Anshin, a return to me, therefore essentially, a return to love. I dig deeply into my heart, I say ‘I love you’ as I was taught by my beloved teacher and Mistress of Universal Law Dr. Sunny Marie Shelley, I receive the warmth, embrace and wholeness, and I immediately direct my thoughts to the brand new me; I see myself liberated from the monster. I see myself healed and lastly, in a place where it will never plague me again. Thoughts listen to your commands ~ the commands of the ego (little, separate self, who’s origin is fear) or YOUR commands, the commands of love. “There is no place where God begins and you end, and no place where I begin and you end.” (Marianne Williamson). This can be true because of love. God and love are one in the same; you and love are one in the same, surrendering to the power of love means, harnessing the power of the Cosmos. In the energy of YOU, in the energy of love, you are never alone, you know you are one with, surrounded and protected by energy so powerful, you can move mountains. There is nothing you can not accomplish or bring about. I always tell myself, if I have the power eradicate the demons, fear and darkness that plague me, I have the power to do anything. This monster can and has put me in a kind of mental and emotional paralysis. I once read about a man who completely cured himself of physical paralysis from the power of his thought. He cured himself through the power of love. Through the recognition of himself, his divine, essential and liberated self – love- he harnessed this power and directed his thoughts – the tools of manifesting, and, he brought it about.
I say to ‘myself, I believe, beyond all belief that I will indeed be liberated from my fears, from this violence, from this pain, immediately I feel the gates to my heart, the gates to love open, and I stay there. We have the power to choose to be happy. We have the power to bring about a healed and peaceful us. We are all connected through the essence of us, through the continuous, ever flowing, ever moving, ever being, ever giving, ever peaceful, ever perfect, ever one, ever whole, energy, love. We have the power to bring about Peace on Earth.
Dr. Sunny says to me always: “Think the word happiness, think the word love, and wrap it around you like a blanket, and stay there. If this is a choice we have available to us every day of our lives, why would we choose unhappiness, misery? Granted, I know from direct experience that what we have inside ourselves – the fear can be so intense it takes some doing to get the pressure off. Remember, you have the power within you, and the powerful tools of thought to direct that power to manifest anything. Summon that fear like a queen or king at their thrown, recognize that it is not you, and toss it out. There is never a moment that we do not need love. When we do not deserve to love ourselves, and live in the flow of this energy; I remind myself of myself, of love, a thousand times a day. I remind myself to believe beyond all belief that I will create a new me a new life. I said once to group of wonderful, beautiful teenage girls “The question is, are you going to let your situation decide what you are and what you think, or are you going to let what you are, love, decide your life situation?”